chijmes last week! tash saw the flower on the floor, picked it up and started dancing. shes such a sweetie. :)

you know the saying: to beat is to like, to ridicule is to love

so really.. i love you!!! hahahaha!!

yayyy such a good friday night!
i come home early... and i get to see my brother online! and kor, no white bags on the floor... keep your bus tickets............... stop shopping........ miss you!!!!!

ohmygosh!!!! i forgot to say this. my friend (okay lah, ex relative! okay fine so there isnt such a term but trust me there is ok!) got into project superhost's top 16!!!!!!!!!! go vote for her! though im not sure which of her name shes using in the competition. its either lin chui fang, or charlyn lim! :) go go go vote for her when you can ok???? im sooooo happy for her! =D ohhh yes, btw.. shes like the tallest contestant there. shes like 174. so its really hard NOT to spot her. shes one of the nicest person i know!!!! and did i already mention that i am so happy for her? yes i am! hehhh!

so work was sooooo boring. i swear i wanted to buy ear plugs and a screen to block myself away from my veryinterestingexoticdancer collegue. its super pissing me off!!!! grrrrrrrowl. here goes the superficial side in me. BAHHH!!

so after work, shannon and i went to taka and ate alotalotlaot. and then we went for juice's 7th birthday party at z0uk. we're so clever. with the white invites.. muahahaha. shameless! :) i dont know whats weird, seeing my cousin at zouk... or seeing my cousin and her asking me whether ive gotten any drinks yet. i reckon both. and shes like 30ish!!!!! gosh!!! so it was z0uk..... okay.. the new z0uk isnt like OHMYGOSH SO FREAKING NICE..... but more like.. ohhh okay.. a change.. hmmm..

anywayyyy. so we drank.. until i know that if i drink anymore, i will probably DIE. so i went home. gosh i am so proud of myself..... no actually i didnt go home. in the end i went for supper at lavender (the damn nice wantanmee stall was closed!!!!!!) and then came home..

okayyyy. tomorrow's saturday...... what are we doing.. what are we up to......

cut throat!!!!

im going for tash's graduation ceremony.. (K2 only lor!!) and guess how much are the tickets?? $35/person!!!! thats like even more expensive than cover charge to a club!! and in total, we're gonna be paying $140 to watch tash dance malay/indian dance.. receive her cert.. smile on stage....... yes, we're paying $140 just for that.. its insane!!! next time, dont send your kids/nieces/godkids/grandkids to st joseph kinderten!!!!

but cannot wait to see her dance. shes been doing some of the moves at home! haha..

hmmmm. today very grouchy. also dunno why. maybe cos still bitter that i cannot go to KL. and bitter about alot of other things. i should stop being so bitter. one day, i will die alone.. cos i am too bitter.

i am not sleeping!! and ive got to wake up at 7 tomorrow!! WHY???!! because i cannot slove the sudoku puzzle and its pissing me off! (oh yes, i bought the sudoku puzzle book today!!)

today a very bitter day!!!

first i stayed in during lunch to work!!!!
and then my leave application for friday (HALF DAY ONLY LOR!!!!!) got declined because mister new manager wants to be a difficult guy. (see, all men should just be locked in cages, all except gay men!) WHICH MEANS THAT I CANNOT GO TO KL OVER THE WEEKEND!!! cannot meet charlyn and adam!! cannot eat good food!! cannot shop!! cannot bitch about msians. (HAHAH KIDDING!!) cannot speak bahasa!!! !#!$*&$
no wait, you havent heard the funniest....... first you hear of SHAMELESS cbd area people putting packets of tissue on seats at hawker centers to chope their seats........ and now guess what shannon and i experienced this evening?? even more shameless people using FREE TODAY newspaper to chope seats in trains!! (this lady and her friend went in thru different doors, they were prolly telling each other.. "see who get seats first use newspaper and chope, the other will rush over ok?") VERY SHAMELESS HOR???? then we bitched about them so loudly... but they dont even want to look at us.. do such a shameless thing already... look up will die meh?? SHAMELESS!!

today very bitter leh. cannot take it. supposed to cut my hair. but in the end only trim my fringe. like ONE CM!!!!!! wow what a big difference... ok lah at least im gonna perm my hair for free in november.. yesss!! me!! i am gonna perm my hair!! dont laugh if its ugly ok. ive always wanted to perm my hair for fun and since its free, why not.. if i look old, then never mind lah... since like roy thought i was like 27 the first time he saw me last year... the most tie my hair up all the time lor!!

never mind, bitter lor. but come home got nice email waiting for me in my inbox from my brother and sister. so nice. so not bitter anymore!!

(actually still quite bitter about KL trip.... but haiya.. as they say... W... wha eh wer lor!)

i saw the nicest top this evening at granny'sdayout. but since i bought something for myself on saturday, i decided........ no more shopping. i am so proud of myself.

okay lah maybe cos i am damn broke too. bah. :(

lately, after smoking in my room.. i will spray my room with this particular perfume that i have. i cant wait for it to finish. the sight of it is disgusting. i cant wait for it to finish so that i can throw it away. (eve, you know..)

the orginal,

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/numa.php

the fans,

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=aEWUL3PCdCk

for the buttefly ahlian in you.. -diutiudiutiudiutiu-

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=vLWWfUOMtxw&search=Brookers+Numa+Crazy

this song has been in my head since i watched the orignal yesterday and made shannon send me the song... and i couldnt sleep last night cos this song was in my head, and when i woke up this morning.. no prizes for guessing what song was in my mind......

oh yes, i was so freaked out this morning cos there was a lizard in my shower. grrrr!!

emails make me cry. so cry baby hor? almost 19 already still like that.. cannot take it.

this is really random, but one thing that i think is in the genes to prove that my siblings and i are related by blood... we dont really remember names.. like on tuesday, danny, melvin and i bumped into one of melvin's friend.. and this guy started talking to my brother yadayada.. and after we walked away.. danny turned to melvin and went.. "who is he?".. and on saturday, my sis and i were in town and then we bumped into this ex crew.. (ex steward! very charming!) so he called my sisters name and they started talking yadayada.. after he left, my sis went.. "i think i flew with him before.. but i dont remember his name." see, its in the genes! and its not me being superficial..

see lah, always make me cry.

nice watches HERE!!!

i am really not a nice person.
i am not even a nice daughter to begin with.
or a nice sister, or a nice cousin, or a nice niece..

i am not even a nice friend.

so you know what? really.. stay away from me cos i am one of the most horrid person i know in my entire life. i wouldnt even want to be my friend. i wouldnt even want to know me. its scary.

blahblah boohoo.

see what 2 years does to me? 2 years ago, i was so so so so much thinner, and i didnt have such chubby cheeks.. and i was well alot thinner. 2 years down the road, now i am fatfatfat, everyone tells me im fat.. and i have chubby cheeks.. but i think i have nicer hair! haha. and.. see what 2 years does to my brother? NOTHING! he looks exactly the same.

im back! from the airport.

did i mention how much i hate the airport? i dontdontdontdont (okay, you get my point) like the airport. i dont like depature halls. i dont like the airport. simple enough. so only my sis, bro in law, mom and i went to the airport. the girls were still sleeping, my eldest bro was sleeping too.

dahlia, moe, mahmudd and enlai were at the airport too. we didnt stay to send him off.. as in not till he went through the (horrid) gates. cos his friends were there too and i suppose he would wanna spent some time with them too. enlai was so funny. he told the rest, "come come, we go and smoke. let them familyfamily first cry finish then we come back in."

"strange that my baby sister isnt such a baby anymore, take care.. BE GOOD and listen to mommy." -hugs-

this time, the 3 ladies of the family didnt spend much time crying. by the time we drove outta the airport.. all not crying already. not like 2003 christmas..

anyway i dont want to blog anymore about this already. later i start crying again. (okay, fine so i am tearing.)

sorry wai, its not that i realllly want to be a lousy friend or what. but i know that i will probably be damn grouchy tonight if i do go to your chalet and i really dont want to spoil your day. have a good 19th. =D

whoever you are, the one thats getting married in march.... please do force danny to come back. pay for his airfare, whatever.

dear God, please be with SQ22 and keep that flight away from any harm. amen.

it scares me how much we're alike. jie never fails to remind me that we're so alike we drive her up the wall allll the time with the way we handle situations, spend money, treat friends like they're number one and not our family.. yadayada. i'll miss you. as long as you're happy in ny. =] so beee-you-they-full huh? ulupandan seafood on the 11th, hightea on the 15th, dapaolo on the 18th, town&crystaljade on the 19th, (i am the biggest idiot, i should have went to z0uk last night) and leigardens on the 22nd. thank you for making the effort to spend time with us. p/s, please remember to UPS all your marcjacobs after you're done with it. thank you. love you. not for the marcjacobs or the mzwallace. but for being the male version of me. haha.

time sure flies, tash is gonna be in primary one next year. and thats a picture of her trying on her $99 school bag. on top of that, today we went shopping and she got herself a "ergo" chair and table for a whoooooping $1500. and shes barely 6!!! and thats baby kai trying on her uniform for nursery at st joseph's next year. she just went for orientation last week and she was the most small sized child in her class! haha but i doubt she is gonna get bullied in school (anyone dare, i will.... i will.. ahhh ok leave that to my sister; remember how rachel huang went to cut tasha's hair in like k1? that naughty little girl. i wonder what her parents teach her at home. bitch, very daring cut my future SPGs hair.) cos shes actually very defensive. and shes so tiny that even after buying size S for her uniform.. we have to alter the length of the skirt and even the tee shirt!!! ah my 2 favourite girls. =]

dear God, i pray that you will keep the girls healthy. keep tash away from harmful bacteria and make her tonsils go away! keep kai outta trouble and away from boys!

hello kai, you're so cheeky its really hard to stay pissed with you.

yes i am home. and no i am not out tonight. and noooo i am not going out after midnight. and yes im at season 2 of sex and the city.

define depressed.

had a pep talk just now. grr.

tomorrow i am going to have family lunch at chijmes. and then danny is leaving on sunday morning. as my sis said over msn just now.. shes starting to miss him already. ditto jie.

i am not going to z0uk tonight. im serious! i wont even be near it. i will be at home watching dvds. i am going to take a break from partying. im serious..

grump.

met my brother in town. been like err 2 years since i last went to town with him. walked around.. DIDNT SHOP.. had coffee with his friends.. and then went to have his hair cut.. family dinner (again).. ate more chinese food.. and yah now im home.

[yayyyy! i saw the it girl.. whoaa. like total hotness. so unexpected and wahahaha she looks damn good.]

i dont know what else to say. been kinda grouchy the whole of today. bitch.

dinner at da paolo (neil road) was gooood. go check out the place. nice environment and all.. very zen. met my sister, cousin and brother! a very err adult talk dinner. like major bitching session the 3 of them. so many words i shouldnt be hearing from my siblings and cousin!

dan: yah and so apparently..............blahblah
jie: gosh...........blahblah
jen: yah and then.....blahblah
me: ohhh yuck.
jie: girl, please dont take this as a good example to follow ok. and dont watch sex and the city and treat them as role models please.

we then walked down to scarlet hotel for drinks. and then they started talking about hotels. not like the usual "ohh blahblah hotel in ______ is really nice." but more like "ohh blahblah hotel in ______ is quite freaky..blahblahblahbah" ahhhh those SQ stories. grrr.

we had this discussion about men. yuck.

after spending time with my brother lately, i realised that hes really happy in ny and hes enjoying his work and life there. and i am really happy for him. =]

sigh, its already mid week and hes leaving on sunday already.

everyone (mainly relatives) who has met him or either that seen the pictures say the same thing.. "danny looks exactly the same! its like as though hes never left!"

as you can tell, kai baby totally loves hanging out. gosh i cant believe i just came up with that lame joke..... ahhh save me!!

gosh, the samsung d500 is how cool lah!!

so on friday and saturday, we met up with our JUNIORS. hahaha comon where is the shi jie? lol. =]

first thing after leaving my house this morning....... all the 3 elevators were down.... and i live at freaking 28th storey lah!! but it took me only 5 minutes to reach the ground level..

s: girl, what are you doing tmr after work?
d: nothing jie, why?
s: want to join jen, danny and i for dinner?
d: but you guys all adults, dont you all wanna talk?
s: never mind, if we want to talk we ask you to go away.
d: haha ok!

yayyy!!! :)

everyone calls her the future spg. i have no idea why.. time flies! shes gonna be in primary one next year.

I CANNOT WATCH SEX AND THE CITY IN PEACE!! GRRRRRRRR.

so the remote for the dvd player in the living is down. which means i cant watch it there cos you need to use the remote to select episodes yadayadayada. and my mom's room only has a vcd. which means that i can only watch it in my brother's room.. which is damn irritating cos i cant close the room door, and my mom keeps coming into the room. she has this thing for talking to me when im watching a show without her.

anyone knows where to buy a cheap dvd player??

YAYYYY! sex and the city here i come!! season one to six! yay! :)

fine, call me a sua ku. ive never watched it in my entire life. i come from like the villages what.

yayyy my dad just left! for about 4 days i think..

so that means that my sis is bringing the girls over! yayy the girls havent been to our place in ages! :) cant wait!

and i cant wait for wednesday! will be going out with my bro in the afternoon and have our hair cut! and then meet my mom and the aunts for dinner! yayyy! :)

yayyy i met my brother again today!
went to my sisters place. my aunts were there too. talked.. blahblahblah. played uno.. tash is such a sore loser. but shes only 6. so its ok.. haha. and i played badminton!!! with like a kids racket. wahlao..

so it was town. i met elin and we wanted to watch a movie. but they only wanted us to sit away from each other. so in other words, VERY limited seats left... so we met cheryl and belle and took shameless pictures on belle's phone..... and then we went to makin0. its really funny. for their free flow for ladies, only one bar does the drinks. apparently its renamed the ladies bar.......

played this liar game. with dices.. yes dices again like last week.. and oh i saw BEYOND!! hahaha. i have no idea who they are. if im not wrong they are some chinese pop band thats holding this concert in singapore now... very chinese band-ish their look. the usual lah.. and then went for progressions.... with my fan of cos! haha.. so little people tonight...

i want to watch 40yearoldvirgin!!! everyone has caught it cept me. grrr.

my first alcohol-free friday in months! and it feels damnnnn good. and no i dont mean like i get free alcohol. i mean like i didnt even drink a single drop of alcohol. neither did i step into a club. (DXO not counted, we only went in to use the washroom!)

so we walked from town to clarke quay! and then to boat quay! and then to the esplanade! and then we went to misterbeans to sit and talk and laugh.

im meeting my brother later for high tea!! yayyyy! =)

ailing jiejie, im sure he misses you too! but you know my brother lah. forever so busy... give him a call soon! before sunday! no before friday. cos next weekend hes booked already! hehh.

curry and rice girl.

click on the above.. MUAHAHAHA!!!

i dont get this. i spent 15 mintues just now at NTUC trying to look the some nescafe coffee powder. i want black coffee. not anything with creamer or whatever. they dont have it at all! and the only brands that have black coffee mixes are like SUPER and OWL which is eww. how come nescafe dont have at all? grrrrr. i even bought a cup to bring to work already lah. now got no use for it.

guess who called me just now while i was having my meesua to tell me that shes HIGH. from what??? TYPING!! yes... the coolest thing to do lately. getting high on typing. like all you need to do is bring your keyboard out.. then you can get high anywhere, everywhere already. hahah..

10 things you can do to totally piss/irritate me.

1) poke/pinch/tap/hit me when im sleeping to wake me up.

lemme think about the rest soon.

oldchangkee is just below oglivy now. ITS EVIL! FOOD IS EVIL! I HOPE IT CLOSES DOWN IN LIKE 1 WEEK!!!!!!!!

ohh. anyway im selling my puma 96 hours wallet. will post a picture up soon.

went to shoekey (spell?) at fareast after work to expand my (okay fine, my mom's!) new shoes.. only $5!! the last time i expanded my pair of black substance pumps at bukitpanjangplaza it was like freaking $15 or sth. bloodyhell.

so like the 3 girls sitting at starbucks were talking about the most random things. things to count.. hmmm.

anyway one thing i really hate, people not replying sms-es. whats the point of a mobile if you dont reply sms-es. how about you go save all the items in the sent items and i will personally pay you 5cents for each sms that you send. you can send countless messages and be on your phone the entire night when we meet.

fuck lah cheebye i shouldnt even bother. you only meet us when you have nowhere to go anyway and i am so used to you and your i will call you all after im done. and after that, you totally ignore your phone. greattttt!

anyway i cannot wait for saturday.

i am trying hard not to look forward to events. ANY events at all. because i know that i get upset easily. so why expect. rightttt? tell me im right and i know i am. and i dont care.

remember daphne, visits dont last. dont be stupid. dont be kuku.

no more shopping.
no more shopping.
no more shopping.

k the one of denise and i was taken on saturday night. and no i wasnt drunk in that picture. it was taken at like 1030pm lah! i was just stoned.. hahaha. and the other was at mandarin earlier on when the 3 of us sat there like waiting for dunno what... oh yah i wore my polo tee with a pants that went up to my chest. so cool. im a geek. hahahaha.

gasp!! muahaha.

the family picture would be complete if my dad was there..... its weird, its like things hasnt changed. the topics talked about during dinner and all... i know my happiness will only last for less than 2 weeks. meanwhile.. just let me be happy.

monster number one, monster number two.

neoprints last weekend!

im so hair-pee!!!! :)

so work was sooooo boring today cos i know i was meeting my family after work! and so after work i stood outside laupasat waiting for my sis to pick me up. and when her car came i was so happy cos i could see my brother inside.

so he still looks exactly the same. not much fatter. but alot fairer. my brother was like santa today. he went to my sister's place with a hugeee bag full of boxes. the girls both got juicycouture teeshirts, ralph dresses and gap skirts! and alot of other small hairclips yadayada.. damn cute! my bro got my mom a sweater and a pair of flats from marcjacobs. which is really quite stupid now cos like my mom has a pair of marcjacobs and i dont.. but anyway i think im gonna wear it more often than her.. so.. haha! :) and so my bro heard from my sis that i lost my wallet 2 fridays ago. he bought me this wallet (thats made from some industrial material.. supposedly bullet and fire proof. HAHA so i wont die if someone wants to shoot me. i will use my wallet to protect myself!) from mzwallace and 2 tops and a bag! yayyy! butt. now the thing is i dont know which wallet to use. i love my new white wallet and i love my new silver one too. and they both look identical. only difference is like the brand and the color. bahhh.

went for dinner. ordered so much cos my bro had craving for almost everything. and dont ever try the chillicrab at pandanvalley. CRAPPPP! the worst ive ever tasted.

i cant wait for this sat, next wed and next sat! woohoo! and then im gonna be upset again next sunday! oh how great..

i dont care.
im going to whine cos its my blog.
but really, skip this post. its gonna be damn irritating.

so i woke up at 5am this morning. wanted to change and go to the airport ALONE (my sis doesnt wanna cos she has work and shes watching some jazz concert after work, and my mom says its too early.) to pick my brother up and then head for work. and then i remembered that i promised him i wont pick him up and no surprises this time. (we werent supposed to send him off 2 years back, but my mom really wanted to go so my sis and i decided to go) anyway. so i didnt pick him up cos his FRIENDS are going.

so he FINALLY called me around 7ish just now at night. he was on his way to town. i was at funan. so anyway i brought the maharishi shirt out incase i was meeting him tonight. and i suggested to meet him in town just to pass him the shirt and then i will go home. i mean hello i havent seen him in like almost 2 years and the thought that we are like inhaling the same singapore air is damn exciting. but NO! he said since hes meeting us (the family minus my dad.. dont ask me why.) tomorrow night for dinner, i might as well pass it to him then... WHY? cos he was out with his FRIEND! and i know her. but thats not the point. the point is he doesnt want to meet his supposedly baby sister even when they're in the same area after not seeing her for almost 2 years! ohmygosh i feel so loved as a baby sister.

maybe my sister was right. dont expect much from him cos he wont be free enough to spend time with us. why did i even think he would wanna meet me for a short while.

tomorrow.... tomorrow..........

anyway i went to funan just now. quite funny.

i saw this CPU and a big tag next to it that says.. "$35"

d: wahh.. now computer so cheap ah?
w: its a CPU cover hello??!!

anyway i didnt know i can get to meet so many (okay lah only 2) people in funan.. woohoo its a cool place. i saw my favourite camera again and fell in love again. ah so freaking gorgeous. $640. anyone wanna donate to the aid-daphne-get-her-dream-cam fund?

im still deciding whether i should get an ipod. whether or not the 20gb or the 4gb nano. reason being, i want the 20gb just cos katespade has this damn nice ipod cover. and i wanna get the nano cos i saw this damn nice nano skin.

ohmyfreakinggoodness. 6 more hours!! agh, i realllllly feel like going to the airport now. :(

my eldest bro is getting on my nerves. as and when he likes it, he comes into my room and uses the computer. meaning that if im on it, i will have to give it up to him. for him to check stupid soccer sites. growls.

i realllllly reallly wanna go to the airport now. but i think im going to bed. sigh. my sis just sms-ed me. shes so sweet! all men should be locked in cages.

wahh, i still feel like puking.

saturdays and sundays with praa! ohhh and yes we went to take the cable car ride. so fun and scary!! all glass ok!

saturday nights should always be this fun!

makin0 madness. too much beer. too many free glasses of housepours from 12am onwards.....

friday night! too much hoeggarden.

wahhh im awakee!

okay last night was the bbq.. which had veryyy good food. but quite weird cos we only went cos nicole invited us. and the other 2 were supposed to be there. but they didnt go. but thank goodness it was alright. im not making much sense am i? but anyway goodgood food. booze. and yummuyummy mint and lime vodka! after which was makino. ahh thank goodness i left early. i think anymore drinks i would have died! blarghs! thanks twinny.

quite funny. last night after beks and kk sent me up, it was about errr.. 4ish? i came into my room and realised my bro was using the com. as in my fierce bro. plus, i was a littleeee intoxicated. i went like.. hi kor.. and he didnt scold me. muahaha!

anyway. im going to church! yay! been ages.

and..................... my bro is coming back in less than 24 hours. ohmyfuckingggoodness!

okay, third picture is some building along robinsons road. its really freaky cos all the other buildings around this are like really new and notverynicelooking but yah.. new buildings and then you have this scary old haunted looking building.

and the first one is tash (duh). so cute how not to love even when shes so stubborn and speaks her own mind now? i recall once, when she was just about 3 or so.. i asked her.. tash, what do you wanna be when you grow up. (then she was very into watching kids central and they had those programmes about doctors, lawyers blahblah) and then tash replied.. "a woman" haha..

and the second picture is kai. okay. duhh? shes sooooooo naughty. tash wasnt even half as playful as kai is. she is veryveryvery naughty. very cheeky. dont listen to anyone. does things her way. climbs on the sofa, jumps to the grills and hang like a monkey. and shes only a girl who has yet to turn 3!! but with a look like that, you know how hard it is to be pissed with her for more than 3 minutes?

work today was so boring i wanted to fall asleep. oh anyway something funny happened during work today. i got offered a job by some cardmember to do some advert thingy. but nahh. so wrong. anywayy. MAXWELL!!!!!!!!!!!! we each took out ten bucks. went around to order alot of stuff. came back, realised too much food. looking at it was enough to make us feel full already.

so it was lasamba for hoeggarden and haha yes 15 bottles shared between like the 5 of us. stupid games. up down up down. and then it was liquid. which was freakinggg packed. thank goodness with a couple of hugs and kisses, we were on our way up and since they had to more lockers available, i had to being my mzwallce up. i was SO paranoid i swear. i keep thinking that i will probably lose my new comme wallet there. and it was soooo packed we eventually left after 10 minutes. went to momomomomo which was equally packed. and while they were playing rnb, shannon and i gian for liquid again so we took a cab there.. yes again. while leaving all our belongings in momomomo. and so went back to momomomo again and it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO funny sitting down at the middle area with the err sofa seats? haha. yess. we sat there and watched people dancing on the middle podium. not the podium at the dancefloor but just this podium in the middle of nowhere. there was this guy thats like micheal jackson's brother or something. another one was probably 50cent's cousin. and there was this gayyyy guy (read, tight tight levis jeans and tight tight shirt) who was dancing on the podium, and suddenly jumped on our table and danced infront of us. i swear its probably more terrifying that watching a stripper. HAHAHA!

tomorrows theres the bbq. hmm hope it'll be fun. ah well shall see. and then makinonononononononononono.

d: mommy, lately sometimes very sunny. i want to cut my hair short.
m: NO! you think singapore got winter ah? not sunny then wat?
d: aye long hair very irritating one ok.
m: you think i got no hair is it?
d: haha, very funny. i want to cut short. the next time i go to melvin korkor im gonna cut it short.
m: you want to be butch is it?
d: very funny. aye but maybe quite cool. since now i so fat. then i can wear big clothes and not pass off as fat but cos im trying to act like a guy.
m: dont you dare ah.
d: okay lah bluff you. i want to keep my hair long.

ate at amoy today. i didnt get to eat my favourite (for awhile!) ban mian. becos they ran outta u-mian and only had ban mian left. but yuck banmian is so thick and its like eating flour.

okay for those who dont get it, try having lunch at the CBD area. apparently its an unwritten rule that you CANNOT at seats/tables with tissue packets on them even though its EMPTY! because its a "i chope the place, im buying my food. you cannot sit there because that packet of tissue belongs to me!" and we are talking like watsons that kind that i also have. only thing i not so shameless to do that. irritating only.

anddd. im not supposed to shop. but ended up buying this black jacket from blum. its a like windbreaker kinda material. but trust me, not the usual windbreaker from like primary school okay. alot nicer! and it has very cute gathers! and i have way too many jackets but i hardly wear them! growlss! but this was such a cute number i had to get it.. and it doesnt help that the sales people at blum at SOOOO pushy you just have to get it. as in you have to buy it to shut their mouths.

okay. ate too much.

ohh yayy now i will have someone to meet for lunch everyday instead of my sometimes not very interesting collegues! shannon's gonna be working about 5 minutes away from oglivy. we will explore good food at the raffles place area. we will explore amoy, laupasat and those ulu coffeeshops during our one hour break! yeehah!

tomorrow im going to amoy street hawker for lunch. (YUMMY YUMMY!) daphne you very fat, can stop eating PLEASE???
friday im going to maxwell for dinner. (YAY YAY YAY!!!!) eat yummy food again??? daphne you very fat leh. can slow down?
saturday, its the bbq. bbq?? gosh even fatter!!!
sunday i will attempt to get up for church. and then i will pray that god will let me lose 10 kg. (kidding!)

and and and on monday.. muahahaha.

so i slept at 10.30pm last night.
whoa im quite proud of myself. im gonna start sleeping early. its quite cool! hahaha. been ages since i slept before midnight. feels good.

and so i woke up at 6am, wanted to go for a jog. but raining. see, even mothernature wants me to remain fat. SIGH.

ohmyfuckinggoodness. monday morning is coming in like 5 days. okay maybe 6 days. but let me say 5 lah. sounds shorter what right?

trying hard not to expect too much.

been very sleepy lately. all i wanna do is sleep. how dumb.

deep fried mars bars sucks! too sweet!

my nieces are so cute, my sis bought them some ballerina skirts. and they have like 10 ways to wear them. as a tube dress, as a skirt (DUH), as a head gear.. everything. haha.

ok random post.

if you read the new paper yesterday, you would have already found out that 0ne (or rather old 0nyx) doesnt play trance ANYMORE! not at all. because apparently they want to appeal to the masses so all that 0ne is gonna play now is rnd, retro and commercial music? what is commercial music? anyway.. yes no more trance on saturdays. bahh. on another note, makin0 will be playing house music. and theres gonna be a live band. i love 0ne fullert0n but not everyone does! bahh. never mind, wait for our cards.. then we sign everyone in and force everyone to like them.

HAHAHAH!!! be careful where you decide to give your partner oral sex...

i'd better stop eating. before i put on more weight and sink into depression.

ohmyfreakinggoodness. in exactly one week..... at this time, my bro will be in singapore!! haha. i sound nuts.

the lightings at one fullerton are damnn nice! wait till you see makin0's lightings together with the chains..

YAYYY!!!!!! today is a good saturday! today is a happy saturday!

so i finally dragged myself outta bed and went to town to meet shannon. went to the police post, wanted to report the loss of my wallet but apparently now dont need to report loss. weirddd.

i was whining about the loss of my wallet the entire afternoon. until, we went over to four seasons club21 to get my new wallet!! haha. yayy. i finally have the comme des garcons wallet that ive been wanting to get for ages. but never did cos i thought since i already have one, why should i get another one. and it was the last piece. was contemplating whether or not i want to use staff discount to get it. but will have to wait for approval blahblah and it takes about a week. and while waiting for approval, the wallet will still be on display and if someone decides to get it.. it wont be mine anymore! so no 40% discount for me. :( got it at full price.. dammit!

i cant wait for my white wallet to be dirty! hahaha.

so met elin and catherine later in the night.. talk talk talk. blah blah. and then went to makin0. it was like ghost town.. went to the err hiphop room! veryy nice! haha.. went to one (old 0nyx) another ghost town.. ohhh and i am 23!! hahaha. andddd. we went to tanjongpagar for progressi0ns.. some localised event.. i know why one fullerton was a ghost town. because everyone thats always at one fullerton went over for progressi0ns. went up for like 10 minutes. almost died in there cos the ventilation was soooo bad! but the music was good stuff. so the 4 of us decided to go to happy. (read, gay joint) realised that need to pay cover. so didnt go in.. went to maxwell hawker (MY CURRENT FAV!! ALL THE FOOD VERY NICE!!!) sat down.. talked about ghosts and all. until shannon and i so scared dont dare to go home. so we went to marriots living room to look for denise and the rest. living room like some racial harmony club. HAHAHA.. and i saw this guy that looks like the ooompha nooompha from charlie and the choc factory! hahaha..

today i was sooo sober cos im afraid that i will lose my wallet again.

OH ANYWAY!!!!! all my dreams (as if) of making a new IC (can change picture) is dashed...... because the clever fucker that took my wallet yesterday had a kind heart. that fucker actually put all my cards and pictures into an envelope and left it outside potong pasir's police post. so the fucker just took my money and my comme wallet. aghhh!! i wish i can find the fucker and tell him.. "aye i give you money you return me my wallet can."

so tomorrow i have to travel to toafuckingpayoh to get my stuff back. and its a sundayyyy!!!! ahhhhh!

tomorrow barnone got some party. rnb till 6am. who will party on a sunday night i ask you?????? siao ah.

okay now im very happy cos ive got a new wallet. and im gonna get my pictures back tomorrow from the station. only downside, bye bye my lovely comme des garcons black L shaped wallet with embossed flower prints. its been a good 1year9months. you've served me well and i love you alot. i hope that your new owner will treat you well. i also hope that you will give your new owner problems and die on him/her. comon baby, spoil your zip, scratch yourself inside out. comon..

i swear its the liquid room curse.
was just talking to jim kevin online. he lost his phone there too!

hello, whoever who took my wallet. kindly please post it back to me. i really dont care if all the cards and cash arent inside.

i just want the wallet back! it was a 17th present from cat.

aiyah. depressing.

great. so i lost my wallet. cash. ic. debit card. ezlink. everything.
YIPEE!

it was my fav wallet. the only wallet ive been using since 2003 can.
and they dont have it in singapore at all. dammit.

and the pictures inside my wallet. BOOHOO!